You can host and play the full version of Proelium WITHOUT a subscription. For the one-time purchase of $5, a subscription allows access to five extra character classes and a custom map editor.
Silkwizard, you're an asshole. A needy pampered greedy rich asshole.
Just like every other over sexually stimulated tit sucker in California you're trying to come up with the best scam to pay your bills such as:
yearly vacation
2 acre plot with 3 story home
lobster tails
stock for the champagne room
Meanwhile people are camped out on the streets avoiding heroin needles which have been carelessly discarded on the streets all about Union Station and downtown L.A.
Then you stick your nose up at those people and wonder why one of your family has been kidnapped and/or brutally murdered. Meanwhile no one cares.
Sorry SilkWizard this is just how I feel right now.
Like every other programmer in the world, stop over glorifying your work and get out in the world and enjoy the sunlight.
Or buy a gun, and stay locked up in your room like the little bitch you are.