ID:6015
 
I'm quite shy, docile and friendly real life, but online, I seem to get into conflicts easily, almost as if I -LOOK- for reasons to start conflicts subconsciously, its quite annoying, real life everyone picks on me because I try to be kind and help everyone, so they take advantage, then pick on me when I don't take it anymore, and on here I'm a hothead that drives away any possibility of friendship, pretty much a lose-lose situation for me, maybe the people around where I live will grow up at some point and stop taking me for a ride, though I very much doubt it, I see a very long, and lonely life ahead of me.


For those who got bored of the old song from my blog, here's a change for you.
STFU
If you can't make a productive comment, don't make one at all, I'm genuinely intreasted in if other people experience this as well.
Be mean to the people in real life, and friendly online, just swap lifestyles. You will gain respect in real life and BYOND. Either those kids will stop picking on you, or the will feel the sting. Kick their lilly ass's!
I wish I could control myself like that, everything in both cases spirals out of control..
What do they say to you to taunt/make fun of you
Mainly comments about the accident they caused, at one point we was racing on pushbikes and they forced me to go into a wall, of which caused two of my front teeth to be pulled forward.
People took advantage of my kind nature aswell when I was in school. I'd get picked on or teased because I was so shy. I regret that very much now, I should have got the courage and told them where to stick it.

I think the Internet is a good place to escape, where you can be more yourself without anyone judging you. And even if they did, you don't know them and they don't know you. It's much easier to type away to people than it is to talk somtimes. So just be yourself on the internet, you never know what might happen. ^_^

My life got better as I left school and people were a lot more mature and treated me with much better respect.

My advice would be to stick up for yourself. Don't let the people that annoy you win, you annoy them back! Be mean to the people who are mean to you and nice to the people that are nice to you. :)
Oh btw I like the song in the background.
Good idea, pitty I had to leave school when I was 7 cause a teacher tried to kill me, so my parents got her suspended, so her husband swore revenge, so yeah, I'm 17 and havent been to school for 7 years, very few friends cause of total lack of socializing, pretty good eh?
Heh, you sorta sound like me.
I'd have loved to have left school for that long, I never actually learnt much there at all.
Hey, Holy. I just wanted to thank you for everything you've given me, such as your updated version of MySQL saving, free webspace, and helping me out altogether. I also want to note that I won't walk all over you.

Thank you.