I'm curious, is this whole "fantasizing" thing a defense mechanism so that you can completely avoid criticism, or responding to it?
I'll tell you what, I'll give you a serious response:
Over the years, I've had plenty of "haters", just as I've had plenty of fans. Ever since the BYOND blogs started up, I'm likely the most talked about/controversial figure on here... which is amusing to me, seeing as I've never made a blog post directly insulting anyone, nor have I gone out of my way to antagonize any one individual. I've shot back plenty of jabs at people in blog comments etc. when defending myself, but I've never started a fight :)
Now, there are plenty of BYONDers whom I just automatically ignore... as in if I see their name at the top of a comment or blog entry, I don't even bother reading it. I consider these people a "lost cause", which either means that they are too incredibly stupid or too much of a troll to even waste my time with.
I think that that Masterdan kid has actually posted way more blog entries about me in the past few months than you have... but I'm 90% sure that he's actually Autistic (or somewhere on the spectrum), and if not then he's got an IQ of about 90, so he goes into the "lost cause" category.
You, on the other hand, are fun to tease. You seem fairly intelligent, but you just get so worked up about everything! Your problem is that you have such a gross misunderstanding of me and my philosophy that you go into a rage if someone even mentions my name.
In other words, you hate me more than anyone else on here ever has. Because it's hard for me to fathom how it would even be possible to feel such a strong emotion towards an anonymous online personality, you are something of a curiosity to me. It's fun to push your buttons! However, whenever I get bored with you, I'm sure that I'll just start ignoring you like all of the others.
**Edit** My best guess is that you're probably a decent guy in real life, even if you're a horse's ass online. Perhaps that's part of the reason you aren't a "lost cause" yet in my book :)
He gloats about how intellectual he is, but I've yet to see him explain his views, and he'll attack an argument on some stupid sticking point, then ignore the rest and declare himself the champion.
Better yet, is that while I can't comment on his programming skills,all of Silk's games are thinly veiled 2d clones of mainstream games.
I would say that Silk is the Tim B^ckley of byond.