Lately my depression has been coming back more and more day by day, and there's nothing I can really do about it. I'm trying to hold on hoping that my life will get better, but things are looking bleak.
As for work, I have yet to find any form of job that I can handle, or that will work for me. Trust me, I've tried to get jobs, and I've been through the paper every week. Data entry would be the best thing for me, and there is a place hiring right now for it. The only problem is that I don't have any money, nor do I have a drivers license. My aunt has been bugging me about this job for the past few days(the data entry) one, and she even got the location for me. After I look up where it is, I find that in order for me to get to said place, I would have to bus for probably a good hour or so with about 4 or 5 transfers just to get there.
My living arrangements suck as well. I'm not the type of person that likes being around people. I prefer to be alone and not talk to people, but the only living arrangements I have right now are with my aunt, I don't have the money as said in the previous section, and I don't know anyone else around here that I can go to. I'm stuck doing what I'm forced to do, which is being her personal chef and babysitter for her three kids, just so I have a place to sleep.
This past day has been so horrible that I was tempted to chug the bottle of bleach under the sink, just so that I didn't have to deal with it anymore. She went out for a good 7 hours, while I had to stay here and deal with her 3 kids which are 11, 7, and 5. These kids have never had any form of discipline in their life, and it shows, they do what they want, when they want, and no matter what you do they just don't care. As an example, of one of the lighter things they do: They will throw things at you just to aggrivate you, then laugh at you when you tell them to piss off(physical discipline doesn't work either, they laugh at that too).
I don't even know what to do anymore. I've pretty much lost my voice from yelling at these kids, and there's no real bright side to it, since I know when I wake up tomorrow they will still be there. The only good thing in my life as it seems is Tibbius. Whatever, just a big rant post about my stupid life.
May 29 2007, 7:40 pm
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Rinkuu
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tie them to a chair, yell at them, opptional: make them cry, repeat for three days, and voila, no more child problems!
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What, you think that will work? These kids have been literally booted down a flight of stairs and they look back up and just laugh. They do NOT care.
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You could attempt ignoring them, it can work sometimes. Maybe if they think you don't care they'll get bored. Bribery could work too.
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Ignore them? The least of my worries is them being loud. These kids if ignored will destroy this house.
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Quit feeding them. They will comply.
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It's time to go Gitmo on their asses...
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I'd be compassionate about your shitty situation, but you're an asshole, and I honestly don't care.
But in any case, good luck getting into a position that won't make you hate your life so much. And just a word of advice, maybe if you didn't yell at them for watching cartoons that you don't like, they won't make your life so horrible while you're there. Just a thought. | |
Maybe if you don't make assumptions about peoples personalities and attitudes, you wouldn't sound like such a dumbass.
And no, I'm not talking about me. I am an asshole. I'm talking about the kids. Them being little shits has nothing to do with me telling them anime sucks. They were like this before I got here. My aunt broke her toe kicking one of the little shits because they are just plain bad. End of story. | |
I forgot to add, gag their mouths and make them stay tied in a lonely, lonely place for hours without food, maybe a gerbil thing with water, that'll teach those kids!
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Let me rephrase.
If you aren't going to fix their disposition, the only thing you can do is appeal to them (which means not being childish and yelling at them for watching cartoons you don't like just because you can), otherwise it's plain self destruction. But anyway, I never said anything that wasn't true, and I never assumed anything about anyone's personalities or attitudes, so I'm curious as to where you started thinking that I sounded like a dumbass. | |
Keeth wrote:
And just a word of advice, maybe if you didn't yell at them for watching cartoons that you don't like, they won't make your life so horrible while you're there. That's a judgement on their personalities. Ever heard the saying "The apple doesn't far fall from the tree"? In this case it's true. These kids take after their father, and it's quite obvious. I knew their father when their mother dated him, he would walk over to her while she was doing the dishes and poke at her, pinch her, and then bite her, just because he was that fucked up in the head. Whether these kids watch violent cartoons, or they are in a white padded room, they will NOT stop. They get kicks out of bugging people, and when I ignore them, they move on to the cats that are here. You can sit here and say "Try [option] or do [option]", but the fact of the matter is that you don't know these kids. It isn't just a matter of saying "don't do that" or bargaining. | |
Have you tried the gaging thing yet?!
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No, I did something better. I just closed and locked myself in a room instead. They can destroy the house and bust each others heads open for all I care.
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Your life sounds horrible. Maybe, you should just break down and commit suicide because we all know that that's the best thing to do when things aren't going your way. Then the children can laugh at your corpse.
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My life is pretty bad, and trust me. I have been very tempted. The only problem is that you aren't Maddox, nor does you repeating something someone else(who is pretty popular) says make you funny. Get your own jokes.
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GAG THEM DUDE, IT TOTALLY WORKS!
Mka ethem listen to madona whilst gagged! OR THE SPICE GIRLS! | |
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