Hmm bringing up a very spammful topic... but anyways...

I'm planning on going to the past, or in other words... going to see friends I haven't seen or talked to in about 4 or 5 years...
Is this a good idea?

I don't know why I want to, I just had this dream that one of them came to see me... and I was so happy just seeing them again and it seemed so real(I thought it was real, didnt' realize it was a dream really) that I woke up crying, and I've never ever cried for a dream, and the last time I cried was when I was like 10 or 9 years old... Is this really a sign do you think? Since I hear dreams are always something you want to happen/do, or not want to happen/do.

My life's been having alot of trouble, and lately it seems to be getting worst, especially social wise since alot of my friends are turning to the worst and when I talk to them about it things between us just get worst... But I think if I go back, I might not want to come back... You know what I mean? Like I'll be so happy being there again, that when I come back I'll be in a depression... That's what I'm afraid of... But then again like I said I have alot problems here... So should I just forget about my problems for a couple of weeks and leave?

I think I'm going through a "I need to find myself" stage too... Like really bad, my personality is lacking... I seem to have grown a disapointment on life because the last 4 years of my life have felt like hell has opened it's gates and sent minions to make sure things don't go well for me... Life bites ya in the butt when you're not looking and prepared, I found that out the hard way :)

You're probably all asking why I'm asking this here on these forums...

Well I ask this just not on these forums, but on alot of forums... I ask and tell peopel things like this, because I like to get every aspect, point of view before I make a decision... I never make rash decisions, but I do not to let peoples advice control my life... It's more of I learn from it, I learn alot actually... I wouldn't be nearly the person I am today if it weren't for people like these on forums like these, etc spreading their wisdom to me.