ID:22057
 Nov 3 2006, 1:11 pm
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I am no where near an emo. Actually, I despise them. I just want to know one thing, though...does the pain stop when someone close dies? After my grandma died, I cannot stop thinking about her, I have so many regrets and so much guilt for not being around her 24/7 when she was sick. Is there a point where I can remember her, instead of thinking about her 24/7 and feeling pain. I hate it. This sucks. Just tell me, does it ever stop?
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Nov 3 2006, 1:59 pm
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Cinnom
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Yes.
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It will stop. And no, you aren't "emo". Being depressed has nothing to do with being "emo".
People who are "emo" are just little attention whores. They do anything to be noticed. Depression is something that happens when you're sad. But yeah, you'll be alright eventually. In the mean time, all I can tell you is to be strong. When I lost someone last, a lot of sick and twisted thoughts ran through my head relentlessly. Just try to keep your mind off of it. It's going to seem impossible. Hang out with friends, something. Just keep busy. All you're going to want to do is sit there and think that it'll never be any better, but it will. You'll always have a place in your heart for your grandmother. | |