Did anybody watch, "Door to Door" on TNT? I did, it was alright, but it didn't "move" me. Which brings me to my next point....
When was the last time you cried?
Mine was when I was dying at the hospital and I thought I only had a few days to live. And the time before that, I was in the lockeroom after wrestling practice. And my friend say 'Hey, can you touch the ceiling without jumping?'. And then I tried, and all of a sudden...WHAM, right in the "Nadz". He uppercutted me...lol...it hurt.
-The Alive and Perverted, ST
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 Jul 14 2002, 8:10 pm
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I like DBZ the show (YES! You saw that right!) because I like the heroic type things, and I too have lost the ablity to feel truly sad, anger usually takes place of sadness. A few months back well like 6 or 7, the dog I had for like 8 years was run over, instead of feeling sad, I found the person that did it, and well -- he was in bad shape for a while.
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I didn't watch Door to Door, I just wanna get to the Wah-burger with some French Cries part :-D
But anyways, I am a very sensitive person. I don't cry when I get physically hurt, but I cry when I get emotionally hurt- such as my grandmother dying. But the last time I cried: that would be about a week ago, when my friend Cassie told me that she was never my friend (and I thought she was my good friend for a good 10 months 0_o) and that I am a, quote, "f***ing crazy annoying bastard that deserves to die and rot in hell", unquote, and all I've ever done is be a really good friend to her, buy stuff for her, and burnt a whole sheet load of CD-Rs for her. That kinda hurt... But now its time for me to listen to some violent music, get a gun, and go b*tch... err ..bird hunting :-P -=D=- <font size = 1>(Forum Moderators, excuse my horrible langauge in this post. Please don't delete it.. I don't really know how to avoid the words I chose :-P) | |
I sometimes choke up at certain things... Like hearing the national anthem... Mostly prideful things like that...
It also happens during "hero" type scenes in movies... Spider-Man had quite a few of these... Star Wars Ep II had a few, too... Scenes where a good guy is winning or otherwise being a bad ass... I suppose this also relates to the "pride" feeling I get with the anthem... This might also have something to do with why I enjoy DBZ... There're plenty of scenes like this...lol
However, sadness doesn't affect me anymore... Not even when my grandmother recently passed away did I become sad... It sort of scared me that I've become that unfeeling...but that's the way I am... Don't get me wrong, I loved her, and I'd much rather still have her around... But I just don't feel that deeply anymore...
I also don't ever really get afraid of anything... Death doesn't even frighten me... Granted, I'll avoid it as long as possible... But when it becomes inevitable, I'll go quietly...
Another emotion I've squashed out is anger... I really don't ever get that angry... Sure, this is one emotion that's too powerful to completely ignore...but I've managed to minimize its effects... It now takes a LOT to anger me...and it never lasts long...
OF course I'm not trying to say that I'm Mr Spock or anything...lol I still have emotions... I've just trained myself to control them...
It makes life a lot better, actually... I have no complaints... No stress... No pain... I like things this way...
It also means that I'm virtually unable to write poetry or music... I don't have the emotional depth to do so...lol But I think it's a fair trade...