I didn't ever think I could have such a bad day like this. First off, I have been depressed through out the whole day. Not that bad, I'm use to it. But then my friends start talking about me in a bad way, then I get kicked in the face by someone in Phy. Ed., I start to cry last hour because I'm so depressed and I don't want to hurt myself (i've been thinking about suicide lately), and I yell at one of my best friends because they have been ignoring me for a few weeks. And now I come home to see that RaeKwon has spammed a site where to find my picture, while saying, quote, "you look like someone hit you with a frying pan", unquote.
I just don't know what to do anymore. Obviously, this isn't helping my depression.
-Dracon-
(Chris)
ID:191142
 Oct 23 2002, 10:24 am
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Oct 23 2002, 10:35 am
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Foomer
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Solution: Stop caring about what other people think.
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I just don't know what to do anymore. Obviously, this isn't helping my depression. Sorry to hear about your lousy day. My prescription: head down to the library and find a good book. If you're not in the mood for heavy reading, see if they have any collections of cartoons. Offhand I'd recommend Bloom County, Calvin and Hobbes, or Peanuts. | |
Gughunter wrote:
I just don't know what to do anymore. Obviously, this isn't helping my depression. Bloom County was a fantastic strip but the many political references in it will go way over his head, since he was probably born right around the same time it was. Politics-free comics would be better. Peanuts was good; Calvin and Hobbes was better. And don't forget the Far Side. Lummox JR | |
If you really are depressed, talk to your doctor about anti-depressents. I am on Paxil and most everyone else that I know is on Zoloft. (Seriously!) The medicine will work sometimes, but on really crappy days, like the one you just described, its effects seem to dissapate :-/ - Go figure. Anyways, I would try that first, if that doesn't work, go beat the crap out a little kid in the hall and its bound to brighten your day!
btw I am joking about the "beating-the-kid" thing, it brings more guilt than happiness :) | |
Lol. Depression ehh? Talk to your hand whle taking a dump, it works wonders, even though I dont get depressed...ever
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Be you, do what you do. Be original, and individual, like Dr. Pepper.
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Mr. Pib is Dr. Pepper without so much stomach churning corn syrup, Mr. Pib doesn't leave that usual pain in my stomach as Dr. Pepper does most of the time.
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That brings up an interesting thought in my mind (at least it's interesting to me, anyways...)
I consider myself to be a very stable and upbeat individual... I'm never depressed, and always optimistic and cheerful... I let nothing bring me down... And I also think of myself as having very few fears... But one of my biggest inner worries is about what others think of me... It's even so strong that I feel ashamed for the bad behavior of others around me... That somehow, I'm guilty by association... Like in school... Say we were in some sort of assembly... And there were some kids in the crowd that were interrupting the speaker... I feel badly about it even when I had done nothing wrong... Or when I'm riding in the car with a bad driver... I'm not worried about getting in an accident and getting hurt... I'm worried about getting in an accident and having the embarassment of being in an accident... Even though I wasn't driving... It's a very deep concern of mine... So it's all but impossible for me to ignore or not care what others think about me... But lckily, I'm able to tune out the worrying... Not letting it get to me... But it's still constantly there... | |
Dracon wrote:
I didn't ever think I could have such a bad day like this. First off, I have been depressed through out the whole day. Not that bad, I'm use to it. But then my friends start talking about me in a bad way, then I get kicked in the face by someone in Phy. Ed., I start to cry last hour because I'm so depressed and I don't want to hurt myself (i've been thinking about suicide lately), and I yell at one of my best friends because they have been ignoring me for a few weeks. And now I come home to see that RaeKwon has spammed a site where to find my picture, while saying, quote, "you look like someone hit you with a frying pan", unquote. After the way you spoke to me on MSN, should be happy i didn't do more. [EDIT] Also, you almost had me in depression. Me go and kill myself, die, and never come back didn't bring up the light in me. For me to hang myself, stab myself, or smoke up till i don't know whats what didn't bring me to a cheerfull mood neither.[/EDIT] RaeKwon | |
RaeKwon wrote:
After the way you spoke to me on MSN, should be happy i didn't do more. The last thing I want to do is encourage this kind of squabble on the forums, but RaeKwon, nothing justifies spreading someone's picture around to attack them like you did. Don't you dare use ill-treatment by Dracon (real or exaggerated) as an excuse for that. There isn't anything he could have done, even on the same level, that would excuse doing that to him. I don't give a flying crap what he said to you on MSN; this is completely out of line and anyone with even a fragment of a sense of decency ought to know better. You're both in the wrong here for crapping all over each other constantly and then dragging those disputes into the forums, but frankly the picture thing tips the scales heavily in Dracon's favor. I was waiting to see what you'd have to say about this, whether you'd admit to the charge or deny it. A denial would at least have been plausible, inasmuch as neither of you has tremendous credibility, so it's at least something that you didn't lie about it. But RaeKwon, learn this well: I have zero tolerance for people who do what you did. If you ever pull this stunt or anything like it with anyone else in the community, you're not gonna be around here long enough to make lame excuses for it. That goes for anyone who'd do the same--including Dracon, if the idea of retaliation were to cross his mind. Now both of you, pack up your disagreements and take them back to MSN, or wherever the heck else you prefer to have them besides here. And whether they happen here or not, some kinds of troll attacks are unacceptable no matter what. I strongly encourage you to make this right, whether you feel like it or not. Lummox JR | |
Lummox JR wrote:
RaeKwon wrote: ...Well said.. *Clap clap clap* ~Jake | |
The last thing I want to do is encourage this kind of squabble on the forums, but RaeKwon, nothing justifies spreading someone's picture around to attack them like you did. Don't you dare use ill-treatment by Dracon (real or exaggerated) as an excuse for that. There isn't anything he could have done, even on the same level, that would excuse doing that to him. I don't give a flying crap what he said to you on MSN; this is completely out of line and anyone with even a fragment of a sense of decency ought to know better. Thanks Lummox. I didn't want to drag this arguement, I just wanted to share what a bad day I had. But luckily, things are going a lot better today. You're both in the wrong here for crapping all over each other constantly and then dragging those disputes into the forums, but frankly the picture thing tips the scales heavily in Dracon's favor. I was waiting to see what you'd have to say about this, whether you'd admit to the charge or deny it. A denial would at least have been plausible, inasmuch as neither of you has tremendous credibility, so it's at least something that you didn't lie about it. Yes, I'm sorry for bringing this over BYOND. I didn't really think RaeKwon would reply to it, because barely anything had to do with him. But RaeKwon, learn this well: I have zero tolerance for people who do what you did. If you ever pull this stunt or anything like it with anyone else in the community, you're not gonna be around here long enough to make lame excuses for it. That goes for anyone who'd do the same--including Dracon, if the idea of retaliation were to cross his mind. I won't retaliate against him, I know better. I respect people's privacy when they don't want to be seen in person, simply because the internet is based on anonymity. Now both of you, pack up your disagreements and take them back to MSN, or wherever the heck else you prefer to have them besides here. And whether they happen here or not, some kinds of troll attacks are unacceptable no matter what. I don't want to talk to him after what he did, so I just blocked him. Hopefully we don't drag another arguement somewhere else. | |