Well, not quite. My parents' breakup is still on-going. My mum is still unreluctant to leave me here with my dad and brother.

I've told my mum to hurry up and leave- don't get me wrong, I'm not being hostile. The tensions and awkward atmosphere between my mum and dad is grating right now, and she gets a lot of stick from my brother and dad (my brother still blanks her and only criticises her).

I supppose one could question why she is the one expected to leave. Afterall, she is the only one in the house with a freakin' job! Dad quit his job to try save his marriage or something, so now my mum has been working overtime to try support the family.
She undoubtably feels a moral obligation to leave because she was the one who had the affair; the deciding factor. I'd, however, beg to differ- it was dad who said he didn't want to be with mum anymore (although since then he has reconciled his position and it is mum's decision not to stay married to him). The biggest factor in my eyes is that she is the one with the job. If she is providing entirely for the family, why is it not her that keeps the house?
Right now she deserves it.

Not to mention I'd probably rather stay living with my mum (lesser of two evils of course ¬_¬) since my dad's cooking makes me want to throw up and he has a tendancy to 'clean up' (read: throw things away).

Recently my dad wrecked my entire life-time's worth of games by putting everything (N64 catridge, PC CD, gamecube disc) in a big bag and putting them in the camper van over winter. Now every single box is covered in dents and cracks where the boxes jostled eachother, and every manual and paper covering is distorted from dampness.

That was a little off-topic. =p I guess I still haven't forgiven him.

But yeah. To be honest I'd rather my parents kicked me out. That way I could focus on dying rather than spending every day sleeping, getting up, thinking about sleep, sleeping...

By far the most interesting thing I've done recently was 'help' DeathAwaitsU's social life. The term 'help' being used loosely, of course.
If only I wasn't such a brilliantly social and popular person...

I suppose you could tell me to get up and go do something interesting. I would if I could summon the interest and strength to do it. I SHOULD be working on these flash games for a competition (good amount of price money too), but just can't bring myself to want to do it.

Going to see Ema on the 3rd of June. Maybe that will fix things. I've been relatively distracted by various things so I haven't been spending every waking minute thinking about her (instead, only about 99% of my time is spent thinking about her ¬_¬). Been playing Sid Meier's Alpha Centauri a bit... tried playing a massive map (250 by 250) but it got boring; I actually much rather prefer playing on the small map. The conflict and democracy is great!

Now if I only had human players to play against... *cough* that means you, Theodis, Jon88, Mertek, Thorg and so on... *cough*.

I need a new gamecube game. I've also lost The Twin Snakes... I think my dad has put it somewhere.


The other day I practised a good deal on Soul Calibur 2 for the Gamecube. Ema always beats me... in fact, everyone always beats me. As my friend Ben said: "Will, you can't beat anything that isn't fundamentally a machine". Once at Ema's house I played Ben 30 matches of Soul Calibur and lost every single one. I won the 31st game and by that time it was very late at night and we had to go home!
Even my mum beats me. I spend hours learning every combo- I normally play as Knightmare, Link, Cervantes or Taki, but I've also been mastering Mitsuguri and Ivy (who is a VERY powerful character in skilled hands)- but I still lose.
Hopefully when I go up to see Ema I will take my Gamecube and beat her. =)