Well, not really. Just that Ema hasn't been responding for a day or two- reasonably, I began to get worried. So today my friend Ben convinced me to call her up; I did.
I expected her to answer sobbing and upset, after some great tradegy had rocked her life and forced her into some kind of depressed hermit state... contrary, however, she answered in a happy voice and I could hear sounds of laughter in the background. It threw me somewhat, but of course her being happy is good news- right?
She apologised for not responding the last few days- she said she'd not responded to anyone and that she just didn't want to talk to anyone for a few days. Understandable... I know I've felt like I just want to sever contact with people for a while- if only to see if it makes a difference or not.
She was revising in the garden with her two friends; they seemed like they were having a fun time, heh. I heard one of them say "Go away, Will" in the background...
She walked off from her friends to talk to me briefly about something, but I could sense that my call wasn't really welcome so I made my goodbyes quickly.
Meh.
It's good that she's happy. I know my feelings of rejection (and thus, dejection) are somewhat inappropriate, so I'm going to listen to some Mindless Self-Indulgence to kill off any emotion residing in my brain cells. ;)
It's better than worrying.
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May 4 2006, 5:26 am
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May 4 2006, 5:31 am
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I'm going to join you, I need to stop falling in love with the wrong women.
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