I've finnaly reilised how much I hate everything & everyone, & have taken up drawing my anger in paint.
How do others deal with anger?
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 Oct 27 2004, 6:23 pm
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I show it to my best friends, & they think its good :S
I also find that i can listen to music like stairway to heaven & i will just get lost in it, making my sences numb, which is nice, not to feel anything. Piano also calms me for a strange reason. Im not talkin about when im just mad rite now ethier, im mad + depressed + a [expletive deleted] load of emotions. | |
I listen to a lot of hateful music. All the music I listen to usually has lyrics on hating society.
I have a good knack of firing around mean looks at school. A lot of kids are freaked out by my by that alone. | |
Kick nuns into cactuses (what is the plural for cuctuses anyways? Cacti?)
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Yeah, music is good. I just drew the sweetest gun you would believe. and I meant paint as in the program on the comp, not actual painting.
omg I luv the beatles. They are so understanding. | |
A majority of the music coming out nowadays is based on hate in the society. But the thing is, they add a twist to it. Nice tunes and all. Such as the song Mudvayne - Dig. That is a good song, but all it tooks about is committing suicide, or how he can "help" you committ suicide. But all in all, it is a good song (as weird as that may sound), Lol.
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You'll actually find that very few people want to here emo rants about how people hate the world / cut themselves / broke up with their girlfriends / try to copy Maddox. In the future, avoid proclaiming those things.
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Wasn't Hitler a failed painter? =P
I don't tend to get angry that often, I do however get downtrodden at times, but I just sit and talk with friends, sometimes it gives you hope, other times, it pours ideas into an artistic mood later on. Sometimes painting, sometimes sculpture, sometimes programming, or even literature. Just depends. | |
No offense, but I think you COULD be one of the reasons this conversation has sprouted.
You just don't act like that, taking and twisting peoples' statements and making up words in semantics arguments, and harassing people over the pager if they even voice a single post that legitimately calls you out for things you actually do. Now, I don't want to pull out the hypocrite card by saying you have no right to post here, as that would make me a hypocrite (as that is exactly what you do as well.), but I think of your 200 someodd posts, few if any of them have been relevant, helpful, or moderately polite. But then, as you told me last night, and across multiple keys despite my frequent attempts of ending your childish swear-fest, my head is in my ass... could explain the bad taste in my mouth whenever I read anything you post. | |
No, I'm not, seriously.
I have a complete sense of logic and look from the other perspective... I have measured up logically what I don't like, and I express that I don't like it. Just the other day, some kid who I think is stalking my girlfriend came up to her... The next day he told her about how it seemed like I wanted to hunt him down and bash him over the head with a crow bar. I wouldn't actually do that unless he touched my girlfriend, but I sent that vibe off on purpose to keep him away from my girlfriend. I'm not wacko, I just have a more unique and different perspective than the rest of us. I will tell you what personality traits I do have that are bad: I'm extremely vindictive, I'm callous, and sometimes a bit narcissistic (I truely think me and my friends are much much better than everyone else.). | |
That is the kind of music I like. However, some bands just piss me off with how corny or poser-ish they are. Like Slipknot is just corny. They are not true to themselves. Limp Bizket has made some catchy tunes, but just like Vinella Ice or whatever, he was a huge poser.
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Conformism doesn't exist. If it did, we all wouldn't have skin. Every band that has gone commercial does it for the money. If you buy CDs, you support the corporate machine, deal with it, or go live in a tree.
Music doesn't screw you up, so don't use it as a crutch. Don't pass the blame. Everybody's not normal in some sense, that's normal... ;P | |
I like to make creepy or depressing art, and then mainly show it to people online that bug me, so then they think I'm wacko in the head.